January 2010
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hey. :D this makes no sense. really too much...
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i think i’m trying to be okay actually. ahh i feel sick. i dont want to do anything tonight. i feel like i’ll be disappointing someone somewhere if i dont do shit. ahh. pressure. :D he…. i srsly do feel sick. like vomitting. this morning i woke up because i felt like throwing up. and i did. eww. i’m sleepy. my body hurts. everything hurts. whats wrong with you, sir?...
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you know you know you know
i’m sleepy. you know. been sitting in mah bed. i’m comfy. you know. i feel okay. you know. i just want to be okay. you know.
December 2009
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always and forever
the old year should never be blamed!.. after allll, the year was our own doing, right?? instead, thank God for all the positive things we received from Him. another years coming. another CHANCE given by God. it’s up to us to make it good and worthwhile… at the end of the year, DONT blame anybody, or the year itself.BLAME YRSELF if it didn’t bring you positive things. much ♥, see...
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i laughed a lot
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i need to throw up. maybe i’ll feel better after. but i wont do it cuz i can’t. i feel like i’ve been punched in the chest. i have to remember to take deep breaths, otherwise the tears will come out. someone told me “if you really do love someone then you try to make it work. no matter what” i should have should have should have tried harder to stop myself from...
it feels like total bullshit and a lame ass...
no matter what, i forgive. can you forgive yrself?
i’m sad. i’m hurt. i’m frustrated and lost.
that left a bad taste in my mouth.
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i see the good in everything said and done to me.
i'll smile
i have mixed feelings and emotions. yesterday felt like it would be hard to get through, but i made it. other than what he said to me…. it was a decent day. there was something in the air, though…. my mom called me shortly after just to ask me what was wrong. did she feel my pain all the way there? she’s in texas. i miss her. i felt like i was going to cry all day. but i held...
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everyone wants to get out of the rain
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dont tell me theres nothing wrong
you got the credit for my kill
it's 520 am. i feel like i'm waiting for...
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musicmixedwiththoughts.
she still look depressed. anyway.
sunday. monday. leaving. going. coming. wisdom. sex. eyeglasses. computers. nerds. geeks. e&a. music. i feel like it’s highschool all over again. people just dont know how to keep their feet moving. what you need is some love and appreciation. might as well kiss. yr insecure. a little unsure. dont know how to deal with a feeling so pure. it’s...
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i haven’t posted any of those things from the meme. i gave up? idk maybe later….
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life is what you make it. it's not about the...
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reality is what you make it
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para sa inyo
missundead:
Hey little apple blossom What seems to be the problem? All the ones you tell your troubles to They don’t really care for you Come and tell me what you’re thinking Cause just when the boat is sinking A little light is blinking And I will come and rescue you Lots of girls walk around in tears But that’s not for you You’ve been looking all around for years For someone to tell...
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wow. the night just got colder.
christmas is so eh...
i spend a lot of time with my family as it is… this day aint so different. just cold. cold and lonely. and at this moment i am home alone in my room. it’s cold. my fingers are almost numb.
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you seem like yr happy but at the same time yr so...
he always tells me things…. but i think he knows me best….
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Who decided women should shave their legs and...
missundead:
loveandzombies:kimclit:fuckyeahwomynwhodontshave:
Dear Cecil:
Why do women shave their legs and underarms? When did this custom begin? If it’s for hygienic reasons, why don’t men to it too? Is it all a big conspiracy by the razor companies? I’ve heard some European women don’t shave. Please clarify this mystery.
— A., Chicago
Dear A.:
I knew if I procrastinated long enough on...
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i've made a list... checked it twice...
i only have two people on it. muahahha
flesh is flesh
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Sense memory, that’s so passe Is that what passes for vision these days? I engineer no strangeness I don’t have that modern streak What fills up this space in your life? Does the sum of the slights hurt? Sooner or later Love comes inside you, gets behind you Takes you under it’s wing Is it some kind of function? A reconstruction of what you’ve always been? Time...
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everyday i love you just a little bit more
my phone is in TRANSIT. i want it NOW!
the ups website says i’d get it latest by 7pm. psshhhh
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isn't it ironic? dont you think??... yeah i really...
everytime i go to my home page on fb it suggests me to add… GUESS WHO??… yeah literally everytime i click back to my home page
i cant sleep. i keep having those attacks....
she goes towards him, he stays. she stays. he goes away. she waits. he goes further. she walks away. he comes back. she starts starts going towards him and they seem as they are meeting halfway, but they completely miss each other and they pass each other up. she stops. he stops. he watches. he waits. she walks. she thinks. and he walks. she follows. but cant keep up.
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i hate the new facebook settings.
more ramblings. nothing is sacred.
i dont believe in daily horoscopes but i’ve read a lot on signs and mine always says that i should listen to those gut feelings. i have lately but this morning i woke up with a really bad feeling. i want to talk but i dont have anyone to talk to. my past blogs or whatever were under the influence of no sleep confusion and frustrations with a hint of sugar and spice. no idk i think mentally...
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everything will be okay. it's going to be alright.
i get scared too. but i am trying to take this chance. i know this doesn’t have to be as hard as yr kind of making it. i know i know i love you. dont be afraid of what you feel.
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i just found out what my house number is. yey...
i feel like crying. i wanna sleep why can’t i breathe!?? ahh… i feel like if i sleep i’m going to stop breathing. my throat is hurting me and my nose is stuffed up. if i stopped breathing in my sleep, no one will know. no one is here. so stupid. howd i get sick?? wut da hail beh… and it’s cold. booo…. i’m kinda laughing right now. is it because ih avet...